January 2011
what i really wanna do for 2011
is to quit school, sell all my possessions, and move to another country trying to make it on my own. be poor, be alone, be lost. i dont care. as long as im out of here and find clarity on my own terms.
LOVE IS A COMPLICATED VICTORY.
2010.
i have no words for you. all i can truly say is that im glad youre out of my life.
December 2010
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i spent 3 hours at the gym today..
and i still feel like i didnt finish my workout.
maybe im trying to hard.
ill stop myself before it gets any worse.
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i wonder if..
i wonder if what im feeling will last? i wonder if the other thing im feeling will ever go away.
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if im going to go to the gym everyday, why do i ruin my progress with eating? shdfjosjhgjiejioajwijdadw
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rawrrr.
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nothing taste as good as thin feels.
nothing taste as good as thin feels.
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is it just me or is everyone and their momma getting tattoo sleeves left and right?
feeling like shit.
my body is sore. i hate my family and im pretty sure they hate me. its raining. my boyfriend can be a real asshole. i just want to crawl into a hole and shrivel up and die.
Music
i really miss the high school days, where i did nothing but listen to bands and go to shows. the music of my past is so special to me, every time i hear these songs i cant help but have really good feelings about it. paying way too much to see chiodos. sneaking my way on to the stage with armor for sleep. having emery as my best show experience ever. the people, the atmosphere, the friends....
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/music spam
sorry to flood the dash, but i was feeling nostalgic and just couldnt help, but show you guys some of the much beloved music i use to listen too. i should start listening again. the good ol’ days. *tear.
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